today first day of holiday...

it was nice cause no need wake up early in the morning...

thought today can go outings with my friends

but mum don't let!!>.<

she gave me plenty of reasons...

end up sitting in the house did nothing

just bored of it!!

sometime i just wish to fight back

but i dun know why i just keep it back up...

some ppl doesn't wish to grow older..

i aso dun like getting older but the point is

by getting older i get my freedom

ppl kept telling that 17 years old is already a big girl...

but for me 17 isn't enough....even 18 is still not enough...

the best is 21!!when i'm 21 i think i would be free to do whatever i want...

finished my bio paper...no idea what i wrote.XD
BM & BI : tried my best..hope so can score...
Maths:was okie..hoep no careless mistake...
Sejarah(paper 1):din read anything...i answer according to the common sense...no ide what i will get
i really need to score on my sejarah paper 2...if nt i'm dead!!=[

physics today very bad~~
tomorrow biology....
hz~what to read??
nothing entering my brain

my birthday today er...
gonna end tim..lolx~
but i very happy~~^^
thanks to all my friends who wished me...
thanks to those who gave me present...
i will appreciate it..<3

tomorrow my birthday le...=]

long time post....=)

long time din update jor....hmmmmm
all because of the internet connection thing

after a long holiday school is back part to life....
got all my results....one word "terrible"
no idea how to tell my mum.she surely gonna shout at me.hz

when school start,

homework start.

all the exam stress start.

koko stuff start,

packing school food start.

onli one more week to go for kawad competition...

we must win cause KRS is not joining...

cannot let the *** win!!lolx

TEMU WARIS is on 02-07-10

arghhhh...just in a week time...

no idea what will happen after my parents know my result...

maybe

*no tv

*no com

*no koko

*no outings (especially pm)

*no more smsing

*onli revision n study

i think i will die if all that happen....

i can't live my  life without it....

hope things is no that worst as what i think....=)

18/05/10

today is the first day of exam

did english paper...kinda ok la

today was raining heavily...

walk to the bus while raining...

reach home; all the longkang sumbat so the water can't flow...

end up walking under the rain, with lots of water under my feet...

could feel the water inside my shoe...

was nice to play in the rain sometime...

walking under the rain makes me feel relieve,
helped me to flash back everything that had happen to me in the past,
sometime i wish to have less concern about all the things,
but i just couldn't do it.
i look fine from the outside,
but what about the inner??
the more we hope the more dissapointment we get...
i'm fadap of it...i just hope after this exam everything will be normal again...=)

tomorrow is sejarah paper...which i hate the most!!!

i dun know what crap m i going write tomorrow...

god please help me with it...at least u just let my pass with it...

i din ask for more, i just dun wanna fail....!!

=D

was laughing alot today....

especially about lulu and a guy wearing same shirt to tuition~lol

school have book fair...

bought one story book and few revision book...

and it cost me around "40 bucks"

kinda pokai d because of that...

during chess club was kinda crazy...

somehow i laughed non stop

dun know why...=P

went through my planner on May

and i just noticed i had onli one week left...

gosh, i din start anything yet

i'm dead if my result is same as my monthly!!

i wish someone could help me!!

i need to do my revison!!

but i just can't let go the com....

=(

someone teach me wat to do?!

If you study hard because of exam,

after exam you won't even remember wat you study before the exam...

so wat's the point of studying then???

today the ceramah is damn long and bored...

it eventually took extra 20 MINUTES!!

and guess what,

my bus left me an my friend...

end up we have to call...

but the most frustrating part is...

the public phone kept eating money!!! >.<

hope tomorrow will be better!!=)

updated...

din update tis blog for veri long time

dun know wat to write also

hmmmm...

nothing happen much nowadays

if got i will tell k

so tat's all la

Study

exam is nearer day by day

but i have read nothing

i'm scared that i will not get good result

i'm worried but is just so hard

i can hardly concentrate on studies

whenever i open the book i tend to fall sleep easily

the onli exceptional is maths subject~lol

i hope i can score well

=)

B O R E D ! !

omg school was damn boring
espically after recess....
class onli have around 20 ppl....
all was crapping,sleeping n of course some study aso la~
but i reli have nothing to do lar...

Pn Leow enter class on the last period n say pass up ur books now!!
all was like "wat"?!
haha~i finished it earlier so hu's care?!lol~
nothing to do till i offer myself to padam the whiteboard....
suddenly someone shouted
- pui leng why are u so free?? all of us is so busy here~
 i was like....=.="
free aso cannot, getting scolding somemore....hz!!

school is bored...!!!
the best thing is....school end early tomorrow!!
early one hour!!yahooooo.....syok...lol~
go back home aso dun know do wt...lol~

~i'm sick~

~i dun even know how to face you anymore~

~whenever i faced u, u reminded me how u backstabbed me~

~the hurt that a best friend would gave~

~i told u there r certain things tat needed to be kept as secret~

~but you din hear what i say~

~you just backstabbed me~

~you put the blame towards me~

~you can't be expecting that i would talk to you right~

~fren with you after you backstabbed me~

~the thing is nt onli you backstabbed me~

~you backstabbed most of ur frens~

~you put all the blame on them including ME~

~what u expecting me to say~

~10q?~

~HENG!!!

i reli dun understand why u did that??u get benefit is it?gt how many komisen u get??u will get oscar award d if this were a movie!!all thing aso u de one hu started it~u de one hu start de fire, u de one hu put oil on de fire~all is done by u!! n now u change the thing de thing like u din involve in anything!! wat u want acctually??

before the matter gone worst u just asked me what u should do?i was advicing u when u was crying!~i told u wat u should do!! u thanked me for de advice n telling me u know wat u should do! after a few hours u stabbed us....wat it mean?? the advice i told is usless is it??if it really usless then dun say THANK YOU la!!
thank you for wat, if u know u r going to stab us??

u asked me if u fren with her, will i dun choi u?? i say no...is ur decision hu u wan to fren with...but u r stabbing me, u can't me expecting i will fren u ga...WILL U FREN WITH A FREN HU BACKSTAB U?? and fren with a fren hu CHUK MAI peng you??u won't ryte?!!

gosh!!!!i reli can't understand why u did that!!!btw have ur nose torn down?? since yesterday night all de way was talking about u...!!u this u that??!!

YOU ARE JUST A FUCKER!!YOU ARE A BACKSTABBER!!YOU ARE NOT MY FREN ANYMORE!!

din enter much the classes nowadays...
ponteng all de way...
today onli enter maths class...lol~
pratice the drama again and again...
dance sorry sorry again and again...
but i dun think gt once we did perfect...lol~
hopefully on friday we won't mess up the show!!
Gambateh everyone~

What is fren?

fren?when i hear de word fren i was wondering r we still fren?
i reli dun know...
from wat u did you reli dun wan us anymore...
when we talk to you, u kept ingnoring us
as if we are disturbing you...
no more words i could utter...
i dun like the ending of our friendship
friendship should have no ending eventually...

do you know de poem that sound like this?

triangle has 3 ends,

square has 4 ends,

but our friendship have no ends

the poem is simple but is just so hard to pratice it...

do you reli wan this to happen?

do you reli wan to forget about us?

have you think twice before you did this?

are you sure you won't regret of what you did?

are you sure you willing to let go of it?

do you reli wan to anggap us as anoymous person start from today??

does all this question came to you before you make up your decision?

 

if you have think all of it and you don't wish to change...

then i could onli say my heart is broken....

Song that kept repeating in my head~

the song sorry sorry had kept repeating n repeating~

skip many of the classes today!!

onli managed to enter BM n Maths class....

busy n tired of all the thing~

but is quite fun actually....

espically when all of us were dancing sorry sorry....

i hope teacher won't cut out that part cause that was the best part~lol

hope we will do the best tomorrow!!=)

Ching Ming~

went ching ming early in de morning today...
so many ppl there....and guess wat?!
all de way we was praying we could hear de fire crackers....!!
almost everywhere aso gt fire crackers....at least more than CNY~lol
after that i went to Perak Tong....
i cried when i was praying to my grandmother....
not that i was touched but is because of the joss-stick smoke!!
tat's was my first day to see so many ppl at there...!!

tat's all le~bye^^

My First Post

first post that i goona post...

not reli know wat should i post...lol~

went movenpeak to steambot today...

eat non-stop...haha~

getting fat each day by each day..=(

just wish i could slim down in one day...know is impossible ge la...

that's all la i think so....

more about my life style next time....!!^^